Subject to Change

I enjoy the company lately but

You and I are a crowd so I hope

You can understand that tonight

I wanna be with an old friend I've been missing

If I hold this in just one more day

I'm pretty sure I'm bound to break

I've waited way too long to get this off my chest

(But I know!)

I've been barking up the same damn tree

for the past two years

And maybe this time it's no one else's fault

But my own

Believe me I'm sorry if you took things too personally

I don't know where I've been for these past few months

I can't believe that I got this low

I've listened to the "Upsides" B-Side

Looking for the answers to what you've been asking

I've been preaching "Keep your Head Up, Kid!"

When all along I've had mine buried in the sand and

I think thats got to do with everything we never talked about

People constantly change all around me

The friends I had are completely different now

They've all been hyped up on **** and its making me sick

It's getting painful to watch them fail

I've been tracing these sidewalks

Until these side streets got the best of me

I'm a sucker for memories

(And the way things used to be)

I don't know where I've been for these past few months

I can't believe that I got this low

I've listened to the "Upsides" B-Side

Looking for the answers to what you've been asking

I've been preaching "Keep your Head Up, Kid!"

When all along I've had mine buried in the sand and

I think that's got to do with everything we never talked about

I think I've gotten better at letting **** go

Like that time down on market

Where we told Sixx I'm sorry

Or that time that Mike B. stopped calling completely

But let's be honest

Who The **** Am I Kidding?