A Lonely Night In Mexico Thinking About Big Sean and Avicii

And start-up again

Umm I think it'll be an experience for you that

They will never forget

Probably will life?changing

I think it's going to be very hard on your body

I think you're gonna be

Umm shocked at how difficult it is

But I applaud you for trying it I'm really excited for you

And like Aunt Becky says, "nobody gets hurt."

So just be safe

And I love you

It's hard to explain what I got the vision for

It's almost like I'm tryna sing a hidden note

And I can't even get it out though it's it my throat

I get so frustrated I feel like a misanthrope

I start feeling like my whole life isn't dope

And I've ruined everything with what I didn't know

And some s**t my father told it starts hitting home

What the f**k am I even here livin' for

I miss my friends we don't talk as much as we used to

I'm too busy checking on YouTube and scrolling on IG

I tend to get glued to various distractions as my life floats by

Have been checked out the whole time

I spend 85% of it online

And for the things that really matter I got no time

No time

But wait if I can get myself out of this broke mood

Then maybe all my listeners can have hope too

Yeah that's what I'm gon' do

I become who I am from all the s**t I go through

Keep walkin' if I could write my name across the sky for all to see

Then I would if I could bring myself to understand what you are

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

If I would if I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would

I'ma butterfly flyin' through a broken sky

God servin' me truth and I'm open wide

It takes courage to be still and go inside

I'm on a tip of liberation, watch me toe the line

When a yoga pose hits a yoga pose

A part of me that I really hate showin' shows

You get a taste from my post of quotes

But my inner growth is something no one knows

And I hope it shows

In my eyes in my music in my vibe in my kindness

In the grand art piece that is my life

And again this is just a brush

You've been running long enough child come home

Break it down universe means one song

You wanna taste life swim into the unknown

I know that I did my best

I'm not designed to eat sleep sit and text

But thirty-first year is a vision quest

I know the answer I'm lookin' for isn't sex

And it isn't money isn't fame

It's something much deeper than I can explain

And this verse is just a finger pointin' towards the trail

Soon you gon' have to walk it for yourself

Keep walkin' if I could write my name across the sky for all to see

Then I would if I could bring myself to understand what you are

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would if I could if I could

Then I would and I would

If you could give a wish to future Mike

When he sets off to his walk in a few months,

What would that be?

I wish you remember this is what you wanted.

This is-, this is what you wanted.

I understand intellectually

There gonna be terrible moments on this journey,

Where I'll wanna give up, where my body hurts,

Where I'm thinking "Why the heck did I choose to do this?

This was so stupid."

And the reason you chose to do it,

Was to feel what you're feeling right now,

And decide to keep going