歌词
I’ve been running out of different ways to past time
我用尽一切办法来消磨时光
The devils work is done by idol hands and I’ve been bored since last night
整日忙碌于高强度且枯燥的工作，我早就厌烦了
Jump into the whip and start to drive like it’s my last ride
我恨不得马上坐进车里，踏上一条视死的路
Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly, uh
撞上一座使我坠落的桥，看看我能否自由翱翔
Hit my head against the wall till I got black eyes
我的头一把撞在墙上，眼前一黑
Sitting on a sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die
绝望地坐在沙发上喝着苏打水，看着植物渐渐枯萎
Stupid but I’m scared I might lose it and I can’t cry
真是够可笑够愚蠢，我害怕消逝，却也无处滴落泪珠
The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here don’t ask why
魔鬼能闻到眼泪的味道，悄然地使人不寒而栗
The garbage can been fullin’ hella pizza boxes stacked high
垃圾桶里面 披萨盒已经堆积如山
Hit the Ativan and now I’m anxious out my damn mind
吃粒安定药吧，我已经被焦虑的心理折磨得死去活来
Got eighty grand and cloth and a couple chains and a red life
我拥有了钱财服饰和金链子和“美好生活”
But all I’m really after was happiness money can’t buy
但我真正追求的 是钱买不到的快乐
Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like
我无时无刻都在提醒自己 要为粉丝制作发行新的歌曲
Puking from the pressure I’m throwing up like some gang signs
这巨大的压力使我呕吐，就像一些帮派地盘上的秽物
Standing on the mountain that an average man can’t climb
站在一座普通人遥不可及的山 顶着巨大的压力
Waiting for an avalanche to landslide
多么希望我能从雪崩或山崩中重回平地
I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head
我辗转反侧
I’m losing my mind and no one understands
我快疯了
Woah
Woah
And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge
我快窒息了 我在崩溃的边缘
I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end
我的内心处于濒死状态，不知道何时会迷失自我走向终点
Woah
Woooooah
And I’m running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts I can’t stop
我没有办法去应对负面思想 无法停止
Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots
烟蒂把罐头盒和花盆都填满了
Try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlock
我试图用锁链锁住我内心的恶魔
They found a way to break out of the cage and they won’t back off
但他们总能挣脱束缚，再一次缠绕我的大脑
Everyday I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk
我每天都打电话给我的父母，与他们叙旧
I tell them that I’m fine but it all changes when I hang up
口上说着一切安好，可电话一挂阴郁的心却再现
There’s whiskey in the cupboard I’ve tryna keep my hands off
碗柜里放着我一直克制住酒瘾的威士忌
It’s calling to me everyday like "Come on Tom let’s have shots"
但它好像在呼唤我，来 Tom，干一杯
Mansion’s in my head I hop the fence into the backyard
在我脑海中的的豪宅里，我翻过围栏到后院
Looking through the windows and all the rooms that my past tounts
透过窗户看过去我心心念念的房间
Filling up my laptop with last words and chat logs
我的笔记本电脑里满是遗言和聊天记录
There’s ashes on my mattress cause I smoke until I crash hard
在我的床垫上 是熟睡前抽的烟留下的灰烬
Think I lost my mind, I’m find it in these sad songs
我 早就失去了理智，
Following my footprints but the track stoped
在丧歌里试图找到自己的影子
Fighting with the devil but he didn’t think I’d last long
与心魔对抗，他认为我并没有胜算
But I ain’t backing down
但是困苦能孕育灵魂和精神的力量，我怎能轻易退缩？
I’mma stand strong
我还是没能入睡
I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head
我快疯了
I’m losing my mind and no one understands
也早已失去理智，却没人能够理解
Woah
Woooooah
And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge
我快窒息了 我在崩溃的边缘
I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end
我的内心处于濒死状态，害怕迷失自我走向终点
Woah
Woooooah
My mind is racing
我的大脑里满是浆糊
I’m going crazy
我快要疯了
I wanna hide in my bed
现在只想躲在我床上
I think that maybe
我期待，也许某天
Something can save me
我能从心魔中被救赎
But I don’t know what that thing is
未知其名 未知其时
I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head
还是睡不着啊 就要疯了啊
I’m losing my mind and no one understands
也早已失去理智，却没人能够理解啊
Woah
Woooooah
And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge
我快窒息了啊 正处于悬崖边缘
I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end
我的内心处于濒死状态，害怕迷失自我走向终点
Woah
Woooooah
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