Blue Pastures

Blue pastures fade away

Green rivers in silver light

I'm walking to the sound of distant bells

So peaceful I don't know who I am

And just when I think

It's clear it turns all grey again

And I wonder who will find me in the snow

And just when I thought

I was free I got pulled in again

Once you're in you're in

Blue pastures calling home

I'm walking but I can't stand anymore

Hear voices can't tell near or far

Weird voices lay me down

And I don't see

Why I'm obliged to just carry on

When everything I touch turns out wrong

And I feel I've committed some crime

But I don't know what I've done

One day life just wins

One day life just wins

Still breathing but I'm tired

And I wanna go home

Still breathing but I'm not sure anymore

Still breathing but it doesn't really matter

If I fade away

Fall into this sleep fall into the deep