not ok but its ok

I found peace n' comfort in sharing our existence,

I found satisfaction just knowing you were listening,

I found something special

I tried to make it last,

Yet my head hurt me

It pushed into the past,

I tried to plead my sorry but i can not express..

The way this got me feeling

I had to just digress.

I don't wanna be here no more

I'm trapped my head

I'm trapped in my thoughts

I just wanna be free

I wont have to run away

I wont have to see your face

I wont have to lead astray

I wont have to find my place

I wont have to feel your skin

I wont have a life to live

I wont have to be afraid

I don't need to be okay

Everything seems to go fast

Yet here I am still in the past

Trying to find just something more than what I had with you before.