Lucky Me

Ruby stay at home on a Friday night

Hoes blow up my phone

Tell 'em that I'm quite alright

I might forget that my pimp game is weak sometimes

And if you slip you fall in love

Now she's gone

Now I gotta ball

Flex on Adderall

Sex on Tramadol

I guess I'll try 'em all

As I recollect the records I collect

Most of the artists wished for an early death

I will give it my all

Yes, I will give it my best

Anything to replace all the static in my chest

But I know she won't be home

I feel so fucking broke

I'm lethal

I bleed foam

And seep smoke

Trying to join the 27 club

So many times tried to get off the subs

Yung inebriated lil' half cut

Both knees are shaking from the mass drugs

I put in my body everyday daily

Ex on my mind when I start masturbating

Somebody save me because I have no patience

When it comes to death I'm not trying to be waiting

Not trying to be slaving for no vacation

Not trying to be you or that bitch that you're dating

Save all the faking

I'm just rolling smoking with my two cups

Still losing

In between if I will fold

Or blow up $uicide is what I'm choosing