No Longer Human

Hold me close.

Please Don't ever let me go.

Please just hold me closer, no longer feel my heart.

Please just hold me tighter, before I fall apart.

HELP ME FATHER.

I cant do this on my own.(Im calling for your)

HELP ME BROTHER.

I cant do.

HELP ME FATHER.

I cant do this on my own.(Im calling for your)

HELP ME BROTHER.

I cant do this on my own.(Im calling for your)

Help me, Save me.

I beg you to change me.

I cant go on daily.

My mind is too crazy!

Bipolar, Psychotic.

I pray you can stop it.

I tried once to love it.

realized Im above it!

I have always shook with fright before human beings.

Unable as I was to feel the least particle of confidence in my ability to speak and act like a human being.

I kept my solitary agonies locked in my breast.

I kept my melancholy and my agitation hidden, careful lest any trace should be left exposed.

I feigned an innocent optimism,I gradually perfected myself in the role of the farcical eccentric.

Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness.

Everything passes.

That is the one and only thing that I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.

Everything passes.

But that means one day it'll get better.