****ed Up (Explicit Album Version)

(Verse 1)

How do it feel to be high without drugs?

Some say it's the feelin of love for yourself

I can't call it, I just threw up in the toilet

And all my life I said I wasnt gonna be no alcoholic

I'm flailin son, tryin to stay sober

but the alcohol be callin son like a ghost

So let's make a toast to my liver and my kidneys

Pour out a little Henny here's to gout in your twenties

Not many ******z make it to 30 we ride dirty

Breath stinkin, already drinkin, bright an' early

(incomprehensible) smirnoff, gin and 8 ball

Passed out on the bathroom floor with my clothes off

Remember them mickeys? tall can't fit in ya ******ies?

Before they put them cameras up in the corna store

We used to be so much fun when we was young

Tryin to holler at somethin smellin like 151

Gettin thrown out the club on buzz I'm bout to get the gun, dog

But I ain't even know where I was

My ****** emae had to carry me home a many day

It was Heineken, Becks, engays, and Eng

They say alcoholism is in my DNA

cause my pops liked to get ****** up the same way

They say alcoholism is in my DNA

cause my pops liked to get ****** up the same way

(Verse 2)

I got so ****** up last night I passed out

assed out, man I couldn't even get to the house

and I know I shouldnt been drinkin on an empty stomach

but the flyer said 'open bar' I said ****** it

went from vodka to rum, from rum to cognac

and my body feel like ive been fightin in combat

and I've been coughin up yellow ******t, breakin a sweat

I've been shakin like a leaf but thats just what I get

for pourin my own poison and throwin it back

and its not enough to just know better you gotta act

I know I said that the last time

but I was havin such a good time

The liquor just took over my mind

And I don't want to be a Gil Scott-Heron ya'll

But when you livin in the bottle than a nigger stop caring

Cause the ones who made that alcohol ain't my friend

But the sad part is imma probably do it again. Goddamn.

I used to have a thing for cognac,

Nowadays I train for combat.

Pour your own poison

I used to have a thing for cognac,

Nowadays I train for combat.