Idiot

I wish I had a seatbelt so I could strap my heart in Looking for a crystal ball just to know what you're thinking I wish I had a road map so I'd know where your heart's been hiding I wish I didn't love you 'cause sometimes it's so frightening Holding on and on Or should I be letting go? I am falling fast And you don't even know Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? For making plans in my head for the two of us The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot In the world, in this world I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? The biggest idiot in the world I wish I had an "off switch" on the top of my heart Or I could tell you how I'm feeling but why do I find it so hard? If only I could come out clean and lay it bear on the table But believe me when I try, it feels like both my lips are stapled Holding on and on Or should I be letting go? I am falling fast And you don't even know Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? For making plans in my head for the two of us The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot In the world, in this world I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? The biggest idiot in the world They say the worst that can happen is that you say no The embarrassing silence when my cover's blown The only thing I'm scared of is what I don't know But how can I speak if you never notice me? Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? For making plans in my head for the two of us The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot In the world, in this world I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot? The biggest idiot in the world