歌词
The fountain was off.
喷泉停了
This is the first time I've been back to the city in months.
这是几个月来头一次回到这个小镇
I'm trying to hold it together
我试着保持完整无缺
but irony's found cracks in the foundation.
讽刺的是，我却才发现处处裂痕
And you know,
你知道的
I try so hard to be some great white hope.
我一直努力成为背负期望的人
But I can't shake the feeling that
可我却摆脱不了这种感觉——
tonight I'm gonna end up shaking in bed alone.
今晚我注定只能孑然一身
I'm not a self-help book;
我不是本励志的书
I'm just a ****ed up kid.
我只是个一团糟的毛孩子
I had to take my own advice and I did.
我只能理解自己，事实也的确如此
Now I'm waiting for it to sink in.
现在我只希望有其他理解我的人
Expect me standing tall, back against the wall,
希望自己能顶天立地，也不会空无所依
'Cause what I learned was
我学到的一切
It's not about forcing happiness;
不是强颜欢笑
It's about not letting the sadness win.
而是不能让自己在悲伤中沉沦
I don't have roses in the closet
我的衣柜里不会有玫瑰
But I've got pictures in a drawer
但有张相片一直在抽屉里保存
It's everything left in me
那是我所剩的一切
Not to stare at them anymore.
我却再也不会望着它们出神
I walked upstairs and shaved my beard.
我走上楼，刮掉了胡须
I felt like
这种感觉就像
I was holding sadness here (I was holding sadness here)
我将悲伤留在了这儿
I'm not a self-help book;
我不是本励志的书
I'm just a ****ed up kid.
我就是个一团糟的毛孩子
I had to take my own advice and I did.
我只能理解自己，事实也的确如此
Now I'm waiting for it to sink in.
现在我只希望有其他理解我的人
Expect me standing tall, back against the wall,
希望自己能顶天立地，也不会空无所依
'Cause what I learned was
我学到的一切
It's not about forcing happiness;
不是强颜欢笑
It's about not letting the sadness win.
而是不能让自己在悲伤中沉沦
I don't have roses in the closet
我的衣柜里不会有玫瑰
But I've got pictures in a drawer
但有张相片一直在抽屉里保存
It's everything left in me
那是我所剩的一切
Not to stare at them anymore.
我却再也不会望着它们出神
I'm not a self-help book;
我不是本励志的书
I'm just a ****ed up kid.
我只是个一团糟的毛孩子
I had to take my own advice and I did.
我只能听我自己的
I'm not a self-help book;
我不是本励志的书
I'm just a ****ed up kid.
我就是个***毛孩子
I had to take my own advice and I did.
的确只有我理解自己，再没有其他人
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