My Cousin

My cousin just text me and shit

(Yeah Free BG, rest in peace)

He said, "I just got wet up(that's what it smells)

Sitting in my car this morning Cuzzo

I got hit one time but I'm good though

(Free all my Sniper Gang niggas)

Just letting you know before these niggas kill me

I love you to death and forever

Let me live on as a real sniper

My cousin just got hit up today

I wanna slide though

Even though I'm on house arrest

I wanna ride though

But I go to prison

I know my mama'll cry though

He told me I'm just telling you

I love you before I die though

I'm in the studio right now

I'm on album mode

I wanna get suited up

And tooted up on sniper mode

Every time a nigga get focused

It be some fuck shit

It throw me off my pivot

And make me get on my thug shit

Last year my cousin got hit up and got kidnapped

I wasn't even there

But you know a nigga handle that

Hit him up again this year

And I ain't feeling that

I'm throwed right now

Cause I don't know where my feelings at

I don't know if I wanna rap or want to pop a cap

But I know you niggas want to see me go right back

But this sniper gang shit in me

I'm living like that

You niggas about to make me relapse

I'm feeling like that

My cousin just got hit up today

I wanna slide though

Even though I'm on house arrest

I wanna ride though

But I go to prison

I know my mama'll cry though

He told me I'm just telling you

I love you before I die though

Soldier-like mentality

Going through these tragedies

Don't wanna see me happily

Rather see me raggedy

They don't wanna see me get a bag

They wanna bag a G

But I go on a clappin' spree

And murk ya whole family

I guess a nigga kept it too real

That's why they mad at me

Sitting back thinking right now

I'm smoking Grabba Leaf

Nigga went from wearing baggy jeans

To dressing casually

From being on the newspapers

Now I'm on magazines

I'm chopping it up with Master P

Told me keep God first

We doing venues now, selling out concerts

I'm trying to keep a tunnel vision

Trying to see it his way

But I got blood in my eyes

I'm tired of seeing this way

I can't even sleep skraight

Even on the Tempurpedic

Why I'm still going through it

Why I'm still fighting demons?

Niggas call you pussy

When you focused and avoiding shit

We getting this money for no reason

Nigga trying to enjoy this shit

I got a lil' boy and shit

And I don't wanna leave dude

Cause they'll trick him like they did me

That's what these skreets do

Niggas out here playing gangsta

And playing police too

I seen the paperwork

And that's why they don't kick it like we do

That's the same reason

You couldn't come home to seafood

Been moving funny

But a nigga just couldn't read you

Beat was been over with

Looped it cause I love this beat

Looting for my cousin

And my niggas who in custody

I'm feeling like its my fault

Feel like it's because of me

Was tryna soak the industry

I already thugged the streets

Did my thing a couple nights

I already earned my stripes

Deeper than rap, they fucking with me

Cause I'm about that life

You know I'm head first

Big Cuz, that's why you called me man

But if I go to jail again

My mama she gone wash her hands

I'm innovating how to play it

But it's still a slim chance

Cause you will sink in the sand

In the game without a plan

Aye I swear to God cuz

When you called me dog(when he hit in the moment dog)

And you told me that shit dog

I said fuck everything

House arrest whatever, you know what I'm saying

I went to looking for my AR

I couldn't find it you know what I'm saying

You know I fuck with them AR's and shit

Dracos too heavy and shit

Draco's get too hot

That AR got the coolin' center, the heat sensor

Know what I'm saying with the scope

With the crosshair

And shit I guess it wasn't meant, dog