Shadow (From Songland)

歌词
Got me straight up drinkin' from the barrel
给我烈酒,一醉方休
I've been losin' hours
光阴被我虚掷于此
Singin' sad songs underneath the gallows
在绞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
I need relief I need some peace
我需要安慰 需要些许宁静
But the voices they keep talking to me
但脑海里的杂音却挥之不去
And I keep going to meetings I pray every evening
我坚持参加集会,每晚虔诚祷告
But I can't escape my disease
却无法摆脱那磨人的病痛
Lookin' at me stare in the mirror
静静凝视着镜中的自己
Look at the man starin' back at you
看着那个人将目光反投向你
You are your failures you are your triumphs
失败是你 成功是你
You are a prophet you are an a*shole
先知是你 混蛋是你
You are a devil and you are a god
恶魔是你 上帝是你
You buy a shovel and bury it all
你买了一把铲子,将一切埋葬
Think you can purchase your way right out of the void
妄想凭借金钱来摆脱空虚
And not end up payin' the cost
而不用付出多余的代价
Lie to yourself lie to them hell
你不过是自欺欺人罢了
Whatever helps forgotten what's real
用尽一切办法来忘记现实
You think the secrets you keep stay between you and me
你以为那些秘密只属于你我
But the shadow's attached to your heels like
却没发现内心的阴影如影随形
Got me straight up drinkin' from the barrel
给我烈酒,一醉方休
I've been losin' hours
光阴被我虚掷于此
Singin' sad songs underneath the gallows
在绞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
I let it rain through the sunroof
打开车的天窗,迎接雨水的洗礼
I've been parked out by the waterfront
我泊车于水畔
Been going to war with myself
与自己开战交锋
Reading Sun Tzu bumpin' Tha Carter I
沉浸于《孙子兵法》和“卡特先生”
I'm back on day two forgot how hard it was
第二天才找回自我,不愿回想过程的艰辛
Starin' at me for so long I forgot who the target was
驻足凝望自己,恍若隔世,我已忘记为何而战
I thought I was over this this isn't what sober is
本以为挺过了这一遭,然而我却并未真正醒悟
What kind of dad would hold their kids
什么样的父亲会在拥抱孩子之后
Then go back out and ignore the risk
毅然离开,忽视所有风险
The shadow wants me to forget the pain
内心的阴影想让我忘却痛苦
Wants me to live in the guilt and the shame
想让我在罪恶与耻辱中惘度余生
So much that I have no choice
它们如此深重,以至我别无选择
But to die from the drugs or blow out my ******* brain
唯有服药自尽,或者一枪毙命
The shadow it wants me too busy
内心的阴影想让我碌碌终生
It wants me keep driftin'
让我漂泊无依
It wants me to give in to fame
让我为了名声卑躬屈膝
It wants me forgettin' that I got an illness
让我忘记我曾被重病缠身
That lives in my spirit in different ways
我的精神世界被搅得一团糟
Shadow the light
影与光
They can both blind got different names
它们是殊途同归的两个极端
If it's too dark if it's too bright
无论是过于黑暗还是过于明亮
It can still burn you with different flames
都会以不同的火焰将你灼伤
And I don't owe them an iota
即使我不亏欠它们丝毫
Tell my mama I'ma die sober
告诉我的妈妈,我要在清醒中死去
Yeah I might be bipolar
我可能患了躁郁症
I should write an album out in Wyoming
我应该在怀俄明州写一张专辑
Low bottom I'm a high roller
即使身处低谷,我也该活得精彩
Go full throttle got no chauffeur
火力全开,无羁无束
Got two voices on both shoulders
有两道对立的声音一直在我耳畔盘旋
But I keep swinging 'til the fight's over
但我不会向任意一方倾斜,直到战斗停息
Got me straight up drinkin' from the barrel
给我烈酒,一醉方休
I've been losin' hours
光阴被我虚掷于此
Singin' sad songs underneath the gallows
在绞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
Runnin' from my shadow
逃离内心深处的阴影
Runnin' I'm runnin' I can't get away away away
我不停地跑,却始终摆脱不了
Chasin' me down every night and all day all day all day
那阴影日日夜夜将我尾随
Runnin' I'm runnin' I can't get away away away
我不停地跑,却始终摆脱不了
Chasin' me down every night and all day all day
那阴影日日夜夜将我尾随
Runnin' I'm runnin' I can't get away away away
我不停地跑,却始终摆脱不了
Chasin' me down every night and all day all day all day
那阴影日日夜夜将我尾随
I'm runnin' I'm runnin' I can't get away
我不停地跑,却始终摆脱不了
Chasin' me down every night and all day
那阴影日日夜夜将我尾随
My mama told me I gotta be brave be brave
我的妈妈告诉我,我必须勇敢振作
Keep runnin' from my shadow
直到真正摆脱阴影的那一天
专辑信息
1.Shadow (From Songland)