A Lesson In Waking Up

I tried

I tried to clean the mess

The mess inside my head

But I was sleeping

Oh, so heavy

I wish it was a dream

Sitting on my bed, spacing out

My eyes were wide

I was stuck in my own head

Looking in, but I'm on the outside

The snow was falling

I missed your calling

The silence filled the room

All senses freezing

Illogical thinking

I had to see it through

Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up

I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up

I never thought I'd feel this way

Never thought I'd be okay but

Waking up feels good today

I'm sorry how you felt that day

The snow was falling

I missed your calling

The silence filled the room

Nothing made sense then

Was stuck in my head, yeah

I had to see it through

Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up

I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up

Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up

I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up

I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up