Carefree

Wake up my darling girl you’re late for school

Those were the old days and these are the new

When I get myself outta bed

And I silence voices in my head

When I drink coffee then my stomach hurts

God knows I need it so don’t know what’s worse

Then I get on the interstate

And the traffic’s bad and I’m late

I know that I’m being strange

Carve my apples with a blade

Call me now I’m ignoring it

I don’t wanna conversate

I just wanna turn on music and sit here

I’m riding with the top down

Pretending nobody’s around

I wish I was carefree

Like you see in the movies

My friends don’t understand

I’m not happy I’m not sad

I’m just coasting on a wave

Trying not to go insane, but

I wish I was carefree

Like you see in the movies

So how do I get myself out of this state?

No one can fix it, it’s all on my plate

Tell me now what I wanna hear

Except I won’t hear it clear

Everything’s broken it feels like my fault

I shoulda done this and I shoulda done all

But I can’t go back and erase

So I just stare up into space

I know that I’m being strange

Carve my apples with a blade

Call me now I’m ignoring it

I don’t wanna conversate

I just wanna turn on music and sit here

I’m riding with the top down

Pretending nobody’s around

I wish I was carefree

Like you see in the movies

My friends don’t understand

I’m not happy I’m not sad

I’m just coasting on a wave

Trying not to go insane, but

I wish I was carefree

Like you see in the movies