as the leaves turn red

[Verse 1]

All the words I couldn't say

Emotions die when you are near

This world I keep inside my head

A kiss goodbye to blur the line

A gaping wound that never heals

An open void inside my heart

I wish that I could disappear

I'll close my eyes and face the fears

Silently

[Chorus]

If I close my eyes tonight

Would I disappear?

When I'm by myself again

Will you disappear?

[Bridge]

So many things I know nothing about

Trying my best to make amends

I see your eyes and my heart fills with doubt

Oh, did I even know you at all?

[Verse 2]

Your shadow on my skin

A feeling from within

My heart will die again

Don't leavе here alone

Oh, you will nеver know

Why I couldn't go

This feeling I can't show

Why can't I let you go

[Chorus]

If I close my eyes tonight

Would I disappear?

When I'm by myself again

Will you disappear?

I'll close my eyes tonight

As the leaves turn red

I'll close my eyes tonight

And I'd rather be dead

[Outro]

I'd rather be dead

I'd rather be dead