creature of habit

I had an existential crisis

Reading Kafka on the couch

Until the edible kicked in

Then I forgot what it was all about

I find comfort in the silence

And in the flicker of my phone

Until the battery runs dead

And it leaves me with my thoughts alone

When I was younger

I believed in magic

But now I stumble

Through all the noise and static

I can't remember

Quite how it happened

Now I've become this

Creature of habit

Creature of habit

Maybe I should drink more water

Maybe I should get more sun

Maybe I'm dormant for the winter

Waiting for spring to come

And I may not believe in God

But that doesn't mean he isn't real

Though I hope I might be wrong

It doesn't change the way I feel

When I was younger

I believed in magic

But now I stumble

Through all the noise and static

I can't remember

Quite how it happened

Now I've become this

Creature of habit

This creature of habit