BETTER

I haven't washed my hair in two weeks

Been getting mental health texts from my friends to check if I'm alright

They never show this shit in movies

So I say yes but it's a lie

I'm not alright

I'm not alright

I'm feeling low low low, low low low, low low low

I know know know

I don't belong here

I'm having a hard time

Stuck on the bathroom floor, and I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying

I can do better, I can be better than this

I can do better, I can be better than this

My bed's a dirty pile of clothes that's just been stacking up for months

I have to force myself to eat and sleep and brush my teeth because

If I don't, then I won't, ever remember how to be a human

I'm useless, I can't feel anything I'm low low low, I know know know...

I don't belong here

I'm having a hard time

Stuck on the bathroom floor,

And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying

I can do better, I can be better than this

I can do better, I can be better than this

I can be better than this

I can do better, I can be better than this

I can do better, I can be better than this

I don't belong here

I'm having a hard time

Stuck on the bathroom floor,

And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying

It's all a nightmare

I'm losing it big time

Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years

And I'm ****ing tired!

I can do better, I can be better than this

I can do better, I can be better than this