歌词
编曲 : 蒋浩聪
为何我如此固执
why was I, so stubborn in my
自大到不曾让步自己的决定
own perspective and decisions made in life
实则内心深处
piece of mind, hiding inside
也想改变，却又胆怯尝试
wish to change, to love, but I'm not dared to try
我不断的怀疑自己
I keep question about myself
指责着曾经的所作所为
judge all those things I've done
对自己失望透顶
and what I'm not proud of
对自己失望透顶
what I'm not proud of
急迫想逃出这个循环
some times I desperate for way out
但回忆总是萦绕脑海
but memorie keeps hunt me down
无法摆脱
I can't get rid of them
我所做的一切
all I do
与我全部的渴望
and all I knew
只是想把你们待好
wish to treat you well
不想让你们失望
never meant to let you down
但发生的一切
all I've done
让我的生活脱轨
made life turn wrong
对不起我封闭了自己
I'm sorry I locked myself
不曾想把你拒之门外
never wanted to shut you out
后知后觉
I know it now
无数日夜后才明白
enough time, I realized
我无意辜负了他们的关心与热忱
I failed people who care so much for me
那么多捍卫自尊的谎言
all those lies, for my pride
掩盖着未曾吐露的秘密与伤疤
to cover all those sacars and secret hide inside
我不断的怀疑自己
I keep question about myself
指责着曾经的所作所为
judge all those things I've done
对自己失望透顶
and what I'm not proud of
对自己失望透顶
what I'm not proud of
急迫想逃出这个循环
some times I desperate for way out
但回忆总是萦绕脑海
but memorie keeps hunt me down
无法摆脱
I can't get rid of them
无法摆脱
can't get rid of them
我所做的一切
all I do
与我全部的渴望
and all I've knew
只是想把你们待好
wish to treat you well
不想让你们失望
never meant to let you down
但发生的一切
yet all I've done
让我的生活脱轨
made life turn wrong
对不起我封闭了自己
I'm sorry I locked myself
不曾想把你拒之门外
never wanted to shut you out
后知后觉
I know it now
我明白，我有把关心的人推开的倾向
I know it's my own tendency to push people away
对不起
I'm sorry
对不起
I'm sorry
我知道最终会有属于我的地方
I know there's my own place to be
不过需要时间
but I need time so
所以我未曾放弃
I'm still holding it
未曾放弃
I'm still holding it
原谅我
forgive me now
请原谅我
forgive me now
但我不想再如此生活
I don't want to live in this way and carry on
原谅我
forgive me now
请原谅我
forgive me now
但我不想再紧握消逝的美好
I don't want to suffer while all the goods are gone
我不曾想袖手旁观
I'm not here to see you drown
但我需要相信自己
but I need to trust myself
不曾想让你失望
I'm not here to let you down
但我需要去多爱自己
but I need to love myself
我不曾想袖手旁观
I'm not here to see you drown
但我需要相信自己
but I need to trust myself
不曾想让你失望
I'm not here to let you down
但我需要去多爱自己
but I need to love myself
我不曾想袖手旁观
I'm not here to see you drown
但我需要相信自己
but I need to trust myself
不曾想让你失望
I'm not here to let you down
但我需要去多爱自己
but I need to love myself
为何我如此固执
why was I, so stubborn in my
自大到不曾让步自己的决定
own perspective and decisions made in life
后知后觉
I know it now
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