Ups & Downs

How brave do I become when truly loved

My overwhelmin' feels are overcome

I might even hit the blunt

And I don't do that for anyone

Oh

Ooh

I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time

Ooh

I might even laugh like I mean it

Come on, baby, say it like you mean it

You gonna be alright, baby

Alright

You know you're gonna be fine

You're gonna be alright, baby

Hey Kyle, how you doin'?

What is this dream you're persuin'

What are these feelings you mention

Are you from a different dimension?

My *****, do you have dementia?

Why is you rappin' 'bout happy

Think about all the bad **** that happens (ya)

You know the inside, you feel crappy

Okay, yeah, how did you guess

(Skrrt) I am a wreck

I set a record for bein' upset

Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess

I am depressed

I am obsessed

With self-depricating

And blamin' myself

Socially lyin'

Denyin' the help

I'm holdin' up

Like pants sit in a belt

But it ain't so bad (no, no)

Look what I be on

I'm on TV, mom

My *****, I am a phenom

My chick is out o' this world

Yeah, badder than Zenon

When I need somebody to lean on

I put that Cudi CD on

In my spare time

Punchin' walls

******' up my hand

I know that **** sounds super cray

But if you had this life you'd understand

Everything's a lot o' up and down

But I ain't gonna let it get me down

No

(And downs)(And downs)

(Damn, ay)

2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks (yup)

2017 switched up, like ooh it's lit (it's lit)

I nearly had a mental breakdown

And eight months later had a hit

I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh

You never know what you finna get

Ha ha, yeah

Think about this for your flip

There's always two sides o' the coin

Tell my man you gotta keep goin'

You blessed *****, you ain't even know it

Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic

Mm, be stiff, you should be stoked

Mm, you can smile, even if you broke

Oh, you could be a button or a boat, true

Yeah

Trust me, believe me, I been there to

Down on my luck, I was just like you

Singin' the same damn sad old song

(Yeah)

But you'll be fine

It'll all be fine

It's just in your mind

(And downs)(And downs)

Lil lil lil lil boat lil boat lil boat

Hey y'all, wassup buddy?

It's your conscience!

My, my conscience?

Yeah, you know, the voice in your head that

Tells you when you ******' up?

Like uh, Jiminy Cricket?

Chuhh. Yes, like Jiminy Cricket,

You Disney ass ************

Now listen up, man. You gotta leave that negativity **** in the past

That **** is old, bro. How you supposed to grow up

If you ain't even glowed up?

Uh, what, what the **** are you talkin' about?

Don't trip dawg, follow me. I'll show you

You coming?