Make Your Peace

Is this how you made it, or is this sickness out of control

Is the beginning of the end right now?

Let me know

Do the saved souls travel the road of the souls lost?

How come the dead can't talk?

Through horrified eyes

I can picture the other side

Though my heart shed tears outside

I couldn't cry

Watched my homeboy die, day by day body tired

Remember,

I finally accounted before he expired

They tell me there's a peaceful place,

I wanna see it

They say I gotta leave it to see it, so it be it

And though

I appreciate bein' alive

Sometimes

I wanna see how it feels to just die

Come back and tell my story to the ones who really know me

Converse with the angels and elders that went before me

And satisfy the hunger for those who wanna know

If there's life after death, and if so, where we go

I often find myself involved in deep thought

I wanna see is heavens a place like we thought

And Christian science seems to think it's just a mindstate

But before

I put my trust in a man,

I'll just wait

Or better yet,

I take the journey for myself

Put a bullet in my own head, it's my death

So when 12 o'clock jump on eve of 11-9

Suicide!Just as

I thought, a bright light

Greeted by friends and family, so life-like

Black and in between screams and then peace

Lookin' in the eyes of the grieved and deceased

Father please, send me back,

I don't wanna die

I'm not as strong as

I was and

I can't lie

During all the mayhem somehow

I remained calm

And I woke up singing this song

I been a pawn and

I been a king

And I been down since the beckoning

I try to look beyond the sight of sound

And the lights come from the underground

Rarely got questions but

I found myself somewhat astound

And through my quest for the answers, know what

I found?I found that regardless to what people say

The shooters gotta do it day for day, so make your peace

Open your books to the first chapter, verse four, page eight

And link to my thoughts as my intents are to initiate

And enter the minds of the ones who are blind

And shed light to all the mankind written in rhyme

I preach to each to get off your ass, stand on your feet'

Cause everyday it's niggas lyin' dead in the street

We stuck in our ways, it's different now than back in the days

Fuck what they say, 'cause ain't no comin' back from the grave

So when the gun goes pop and the lights go out

Then you'll understand what

I'm talkin' about

I had a dream and seen a double sun

A different world was in the makin'

The ruler of this new world was

SatanThe sky turned blood-red, the silent trumpet started playin'

Then I woke up, my imagination

Runnin' wild but then again the coming of

ChristCould be the moment of any minute, now or tonight

So make your peace, 'cause 666 is the mark of the beast

It's dark in these streets

And some might see it hard to believe but

God is in me

Yeah, though

I walk through the valley of the wickedness

I know I'm protected 'cause

I'm convicted

Anybody believin' in the

Big Bang Theory

And thinkin' that thyself is the

God, you need to hear me

How do you explain the skies, the moon, the stars and the rain

The sun and the sea the

Earth without form facing the deep

Darkness and challengin' the powers that be

It's impossible for scientists to make up the seeds

Didn't make up the trees, so why we turn our backs on the truth?

This heaven and hell part we seem to hide from the youth

I'm tellin' what few tongues of the evil will despise

My intention's to revitalize, still

I reviveAnd

I've read the books, and

I heard the lessons

And I'm on my knees steady stressin', you make your peace

I been a pawn and

I been a king

And I been down since the beckoning

I try to look beyond the sight of sound

And the lights come from the underground

Rarely got questions but

I found myself somewhat astound

And through my quest for the answers, know what

I found?I found that regardless to what people say

The shooters gotta do it day for day, so make your peace