All to Myself

I dont patronize - I realize

I'm losing and this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I am wide awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy

I've been blaming myself and I think you know why

I'm killing time

And tim'es killing you, every way that I do

Did yu say "Please just follow me"?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

Make me feel like someone else.

"Please just follow me"

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

Make me feel like someone else.

I'm under the gun

You're like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but I can't keep my filthy ******* mouth shut.

It's not enough,

It's never enough.

I wish I could breath without getting it stuck.

Can't focus it, but i try it.

(Over and over again).

Did yu say "Please just follow me"?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

Make me feel like someone else.

"Please just follow me"

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

Make me feel like someone else.

"Please just follow me"

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I'll try to suck it up,

I just can't ******* it up

Make me feel like .

Did yu say "Please just follow me"?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I can't stay with someone else

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

I want you all to myself.

Did yu say "Please just follow me"?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up,

I just cant ******* it up

Make me feel like someone else.