歌词
I can't handle these pressures
我被压得喘不过气
All I can say is this stress hurts
只能说被伤透了身心
Things are supposed to get better
坚信一切都会好起来
I just need to put myself first
看来我应该把自己放在第一位
I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
每次我总是用尽全力让自己不分崩离析
This energy's killin' my vibes now
火热的气氛好像激发了我的热情
Sometimes I just wanna to drown out
有些时候我就想这样沉沦下去
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
无限的思绪在那一刻涌来
I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die
明明想放空自己，但生活总是这样事与愿违
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
对这就是事实，别拿假话来安慰我
Yeah, I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我现在乱成一团，就算我本不想这样
I Wonder if I'm good enough
我想知道是否我已经足够好
But maybe I've had just too much
我想也许
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
我只是太过放纵自己
I'm drowning up my sorrows
榨干自己的悲伤
There's rules I'll never follow
有些条条框框我从未遵守
Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装今天就是末日
I wish there was no tomorrow
希望今天就是末日
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
是的我的心早已空空如也
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
没错我早已心如死灰
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心
Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
忘记这一切，我还不会那么空虚
I wish that **** wasn't so tempting
那些败絮其中的东西能不能不要那么诱人
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up
明知会把自己搞成一团糟，最后还是无法抗拒
I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
我想抽身，但我已陷入太深
So all I can do is fill up my cup
只能盛满面前的酒杯
And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
我希望能安静地独处一会
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
我知道了所有事实，所以别企图安慰我了
Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我现在乱成一团，就算我本不想这样
I wonder if I'm good enough
我想知道是否我已经足够好
But maybe I've had just too much
我想也许
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
我只是太过放纵自己
I'm drowning up my sorrows
榨干自己的悲伤
There's rules I'll never follow
有些条条框框我从未遵守
Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装今天就是末日
I wish there was no tomorrow
希望今天就是末日
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我早已感受不到喜怒哀乐
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我的心里空无一物，了无生机
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心
My body's shaking
肢体颤抖
My head is aching
头部疼痛
It feels like my heart is breaking
我听到我心脏碎片落地的声音
My body's shaking
身体在晃动
My head is aching
脑袋在剧痛
I can't fix this mess I'm making
我已无力承受自己搞出的破事
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我的心早已空空如也
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我的心里空无一物，了无生机
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心
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