October

No need to look so disappointed

Because the New Years that you wanted

Isn't the New Years that you got

You keep it close where all the pain is

Just like an old acquaintance

You should have long forgot

You're use to dreaming freeway

Your eyes to the horizon

The wind against your hair

But the nightmare comes too easy these days

And the road disappears as if the moment wasn't there

Extra sugar in your coffee

Adderall and Ambien

Some melatonin when the sun goes down

Get the alarm once rinse and repeat the regimen

Sleepwalking dreaming of the freeway

Picking pieces of the puzzle

Where the road gives way to sky

While the clock counts down on each day

And the hope you use to see falls down like tears from your eyes

Ashes all fall down

This doesn't mean that it's the end

Ashes all fall down

You can always start it up again

Ashes all fall down

Nothings really ever over

Just give me till October

Where the wheels will finally spin

Now I'm stuck in the room on the poor side of town

Best I can tell until the fall

Now I'm trying to stay alive

Even though the phones are all down

But I'll fill you in next time I call

Right now I'm dreaming of a freeway

Chasing memories through the static

Of a late night radio

Don't be waiting up for me babe

Don't be lost in the sadness of having nowhere else then said computer you can go

Ashes all fall down

It doesn't mean that it's the end

Ashes all fall down

We can always build it up again

Ashes all fall down

Cause nothing's ever really over

Just wait till October