Forsaken

Would you love me still if I was hospitalized

Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize,

and then idealize every twist of my hip and curve of my jaw

I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored

**** I’m breaking down and become my own storm,

sorry to be confusing I’m just losing parts of myself

With the kiss of a hip oh I feel like I’m floating,

then push you away when it feels all consuming Obsessed and depressed I don’t know what I’m choosing Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over,

it’s not like I felt like this would be forever

Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors

Please don’t think that I’m tryna be so aloof, it’s not on purpose you would know it if I could

Insane rainy days like a burst of shame

Burst down it’s the person you chose,

lock down I’ll defend all my wounds

Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway Duck low it’s a crazy behavior,

I know I can’t make you my savior,

but all that I’m asking is you please forsake me