I Wonder

I wonder if my parents never met

Middle man made a killing yo I wonder will I ever meet the 'nect

Wonder how these ****** sellout for a check

Wonder if she knows I woulda made her wifey if she had a better rep

Wonder why they don't wanna see me shine

Wonder will I ever leave the streets?

Behind so I can have a piece of mind

I wonder why I love buyin' ice

Wonder how my ***** Cash and Hydro felt when the judge gave them life

Let's go I wonder how they cope

I wonder if my chick would still love me if I was broke

I wonder how all these guns get into my area

Wonder why they care about celebs instead of Syria

Wonder will get a L play or get merked

Wonder why they care about someone else's net worth

I wonder out of all my tracks what's my best verse

And I wonder if them paigons know they about to get burst

It's Nines

What kinda person would you have been

If you grew up in Hampstead instead of Harlesden

Once you grew up in High Wycombe instead of Harlesden

Who knows look at the stuff you've been through

And what you're surrounded by

Your environment don't define you

But how do you transcend it

But at the same time you're growing

Mandem are listening to you and youtdem are listening to you

What are you gonna do with that platform now

That's what you wanna ask yourself

Wonder will the lord forgive me for my sins

Wonder if them lifers hear me on the radio

Or miss me on the wing

I know they wonder what kinda numbers my bud line do

Wonder if them broke ****** know I was just like you

Wonder will Arsenal ever win the league

Wonder why they notice my bad and not my good deeds

Wonder why I'm so cool with all this **** in the base

Wonder how'd it be if I grew up in a different place

Free my *****

Wonder I wish he was free

I can hear them sirens comin' wonder if it's for me

I had my hand on a scale when you was touchin' the remote

They don't put in work but got nerve to wonder why they broke

All these new ****** actin' like they graffed it with me

Family member holla only when they askin' for P

I know they wonder how I kill these tracks

It's the middle of the drought

I know they wonder how we still got packs

It's Nines

Would you be the same if you had the opportunity

To access the other groups

We would just naturally have born in time

No what are we gonna do about that

What can we build

Can we change anything or is it just set the way it's set

I don't know I wonder the same stuff all the time

There's a certain essence that you have

There's a certain spirit inside of you that has to come out

That is a part of who you are as well

There's Nines and then there's Courtney

They act like the mandem on the street corner are the criminals

But the real criminals are in suits and ties

Sending arms to crazy countries around the world

War is profitable murder is profitable

You understand

And then they look at us like Yo you people are the

Our badness ain't nuttin' compared to their badness

Their badness is real badness and our badness is joke badness

And when you're on the road ting you gotta ask yourself

Boy year in year out the food gets in and out of the country

You ain't got no place

You know what I mean and your connect's connect's connect's connect's connect

Who's that man you understand

Illegal drugs is worth 16 billion a year to the UK economy

That ain't used in Harlesden or Tottenham or Peckham or East Glasgow

It's someone else somewhere else making most of that P

But there's bigger questions

Yo Nines