Commitment Issues

I wonder why I can't commit sometimes

Somewhere along down the line, it's affecting my mind

Woke up, seen Daddy in bed with another woman

Thought that was Mama, "hey ma"- hold up, that couldn't

Be her, what I'm thinking, cause she just went to work

It was a naked look-a-like and Daddy there with no skirt

See, Daddy was getting busy when I barged in

Then when I said "mommy?", he chuckled and grinned

Then I soon realised that the crust in my eyes

Had the chick looking like Mama love from the side

See, Daddy was a player and I wasn't surprised

He would holla at the girls when we rolled with the guys

Should I hate or embrace these ties?

I mean, I praise this dude, god's sake, he's fly

He couldn't do no wrong in my eyes

But at the same time I hated to see my mama cry

Ain't no wonder why I can't commit sometimes

Somewhere along down the line, it's affecting my mind

I've got commitment issues, did from when I was young

Wasn't tryna fit in my uncle's Timberlands, he was dumb

His shoe was too small to fit my big toe in

Ain't wanna walk in his shoes, he was just hoing

He stayed broke, them bitches provided for him

Whether skinny, fat, black or tyrannosaurus

He was a gigolo, and never minded whoring

Guess the money gave him new ways to ignore it

Pussy is pussy, and new clothes the way he saw it

This ain't Enyce nigga, what she brought in?

To see him kiss her ass made me nauseous

Then he'd give her sloppy hugs like my baby gorgeous

He was just doing that for the new forces

All this fucking bullshit that had my brain distorted

Ain't no wonder why I can't commit sometimes

Somewhere along down the line, it's affecting my mind

I've got commitment issues, even with my craft

Didn't think Willie Lynch was that good at math

Took a lil black baby 'way from mom and dad

Now he lost in the field and it's so sad

The mind of a slave, at a young age

Can't talk to a girl or know how to engage

He think being a gentleman is wrong and gay

But he feel that way cause that's how he was raised

He watched dad diss mom, she got play

And your uncle only had a girl when he got paid

All this shit put my life in a maze

Then when I grow up, marriage in a haze

Ain't no wonder why I can't commit sometimes

Somewhere along down the line, it's affecting my mind

To all the ladies, I'll just say it one more time

Somewhere along down the line, it's affected our minds

Ain't no wonder why I can't commit sometimes

Somewhere along down the line, it's affecting my mind