Songs to smoke cigarettes to

Arguments

Get too loud

More than one

Is a crowd

Especially

With a nervous tick

Anxiety

Gets the best of me

I hope they don’t notice when I tap my fingers

I hope they don’t notice when I bite my nails

I hope they don’t notice when I st-st-stumble over

Poorly chosen words

I got up too quickly to go outside

I pretended that I'm going to miss a very important phone call

I tripped a little bit on the edge of the carpet

Do you think they saw it?

This songs for all the boys pretending that they need a little bit of fresh air

A little bit of cancer soothing nerves, an excuse, to get out of there

Sorry about the phone call sir

It was desperately important

You see

The funny thing is that I'm

Avoiding

All uncomfort, conflict, sitting in the silence too long

Makes me click my pen

And various other things

Like check my watch

I've gotta go

Lost track of time

I forgot

I've got to get to this

Appointment

I'm sorry for running off so quickly

This songs for all the boys pretending that they need a little bit of fresh air

A little bit of cancer soothing nerves, an excuse, to get out of there

Please don’t point out the fact

I'm not any good at prolonged eye contact

Or shaking hands, confidence

Any of that

And please don’t ask me why I smoke

Cant you see I know it kills

But it’s a way to cope with a train of thought

Running off its tracks

If I cant even focus on one thing

For more than 15 distracted seconds

What makes you think I give a **** about health

Or any of that