I Wish

I wish i wasn't fat

I wish i wasn't gay

I wish i wasn't black

I wish that i was brave

I wish,I wish,I wish with everyone candle on the cake

That i could quit doin' these drugs

But i can't and i'm afraid

I wish that i was smart

I wish that i was rich

I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive

I wish that i could help

I wish i wasn't sick

I wish that I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like

I wish i wasn't sober

I miss it when the party wasn't over

Happiness was right around the corner

Every single night was like the best one of our lives

Now we are older

The good ol’days are out of reach, i wsh that they were closer

I wish i wasn't anxious,and i wish i could fast forward

And i wish that i could rewind but they don't make that controller

I wish the nights were longer,and i wish the day were shorter

And i wish that i could sleep enough to maintain my composure

I feel crazy,i wish that i was normal

I wish that i could kill myself but also be immortal

Take me to the oracle,i heard that times is borrowed

Can you give me back my yesterdays, i'll give you my tomorrows?

Forget all of my morals and just live like i cannot remember sorrow

Before all of the tattoos and cornrows

I was different,I was happy,I was calmer

I was young and full of hormones

Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone

I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?

Maybe they were too far

I must have blown apart a million dandelions

Now they don't grow in my yard

I wish i didn't care about the day that I'd be buried

Used to live i was ready for it,always in a hurry

Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry

I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me

The choice that i made make me feel dirty,i was 25 at 13

I was smokin' with senors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty

Now the Ativan ain't workin' i need somethin' even stronger

Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister

And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin'

While I'm tourin' the country for a livin'

Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the clost

Give me everthing i wish i had

Oh wait i think i got it

I'm a rapper like i always promised them i would accomplish

This is awesome man, i wish i had a friend to tell, i'd call'em

And i wonder if i jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom

And would everyone believe me if i told ‘em i had fallen？

I'ma jump

I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?

Maybe they were too far

I must have blown apart a million dandelions

Now they don't grow in my yard

I wish we were kids again

Before everything was on Instagram

The thing were so simple then

Me,my tree fort,all of my friends

Way back when,on Beaver Drive

When the floor was lava, i could fly

Wished i was big like them

Never thought i'd wanna be a kid again

I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?

Maybe they were too far

I must have blown apart a million dandelions

Now they don't grow in my yard

I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?

Maybe they were too far

I must have blown apart a million dandelions

Now they don't grow in my yard

(DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)