歌词
Lately,I feel so alone
最近我辗转反侧自感孤独
Don't even know why I have a phone
甚至忘记了手机的作用是什么
Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone
没人与我联络，我却束手无策
that I could call my-own
从未拥有过自己爱的人
It's lonely walking down this road
走在小路上真的好冷
Fake friends that I didn't have to know
所谓的朋友我却从未真正了解
The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I
而朋友总是相似的，都使我为了他们变得那么糟
need 'em and I turn around they just turn-ghost
可不管何时我转身求助，他们却化作幻影消失不见
I feel I'm at an all-time low
我时时刻刻都身处幽谷等不到阳光
I am depressed and it hurts me to know
我感到沮丧，而最伤人的是
My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
前任们都过得很开心，我却连拉起嘴角也做不到
She's ignoring every text message I wrote
她故意忽视我颤抖着打出的每一条信息
My anxiety's high, my medication's low
我的情绪低落，我的药物积累
I am so stressed and I hate being home
压力使我喘不过气，我恨空无一人的栖身之所
I sit and overthink everything alone
我一个人坐着，事无巨细使我头疼欲裂
I wish I had somebody to hold,damn
可恶，我多么希望我能拥人入怀
I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
我对于装出一副高兴的模样感到恶心
Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump
为什么没有人发现我在黑暗中不断挣扎？
I try to stay strong, screaming, "I don't give a ****!"
我试图喊出，我才不屑于爱！我想我尽力了
But if anybody would give it,then I'm the one
但是如果有人愿意施舍与我，我想我也会卑躬屈膝地捧起
I wanna put down my walls and open up
我想要拆除我的心墙，我想要向别人展示
I hide behind this rapper I've become
我想要成为的说唱歌手的模样
Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug
我希望自己像毒品一样使人上瘾
No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge
可是没人在听啊，我想我唯一的出路就是永远留在海底
I remember you said my music was wack
我记得你说我的音乐很怪异
Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
我记得老师劝我放弃我所谓的艺术
They said the image and the drive is what I lack
我记得他们说我的音乐有很多不足之处
Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap
使我感觉我永远无法接近说唱。是的，我记得啊
Well, I ignored that, I said, "**** it and snapped
好吧，我不以为意，我说，去你们的
Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?
好几百万个回合了，我的反对者呢你们去哪里了？
I didn't need a label to give me a chance
我才不需要那些唱片公司给我机会
The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man
当我的唱片被抢空，我感到我就是那个天选之子
Buzzin' hard,but to find nothing
小人们在背后拼命地已经议论我，但是只是一群蝼蚁罢了
Never found someone who really loves me
但是，没有人真正地爱我
People comin' around now cause I'm gettin' money
人们在我身边聚起众来因为我挣地盆满体钵
A few plays later, now they all see something
可是后来他们还是发现了
The same guy that is from the start
发现我就是那个怯懦的人没有一丝改变
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
那个被前任伤地遍体鳞伤的男人
The same guy who turned music into his art
那个把音乐看做自己艺术的少年
The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star
那个想要变成巨星的七岁男孩
I'm twenty-two, and I won't let myself down
我22了，我绝不会让我对自己失望
I stood up right after I fell down
跌倒后我重新站起
It's hard to see Heaven when you know you're
当你知道自己终归于地狱时
Hell-bound
很难看见天堂
I never really opened up and that's until now
在此之前我从没有吐露过心扉
I hope that I never lose you
但是我现在想说，我绝对不会搞丢你
If I could choose one person, I would choose you
如果只有一个人能够供我选择，我会选择你
I hope you understand my pain
我希望你能透过我的拙劣伪装看见我身负的痛苦
'Cause that's something that we all gotta go-through
因为我们将会携手渡过苦难
I hate being down this road
我讨厌走在这条阴冷的小路上
Been down before
在我以前走的时候
I feel like I need you more
我能感到我更需要你了
I'm so alone
我辗转反侧自感孤独
Since I was seven years old
自从我还是一个想变成巨星七岁男孩
My future's all I'd imagine
我的未来还有待幻想的时候
And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin;
可现在回头看看我走过的路吧
"Damn it"
我大喊，去他的
This the life, I never planned it
这生活，我从未准备面对它
No,I never planned it
是的，我从未准备面对它
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