Reflection (Prod. Jurrivh)

CHORUS:

The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize

or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize

time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,

I do….

VERSE 2:

Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me,

It's hard to put the past behind me,

When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding

me of all the ******** that I kept inside me.

Im not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost

It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts

I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think,

and I think and I think, I lost it all

I am at home, I got back against the wall

I feel hella alone I got no one to call

and I'm still on my own because no ones involved

tell me where do I go when everything falls

Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...

I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...

My best friend, he turned out to be a fake,

The real definition of becoming a snake,

and I lost my girl to and that was my mistake,

I put music above her and it took her place,

And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks,

Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace

See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste

Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same

Lately it feels like I just been wilding out

there to many things that I'm finding out

and my passion has been slowly dying out

and I'm still in a whole and Climbing out

Just to stumble over, but Im trying out,

lost my composure, so I write it out

I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out

I think that's why I'm Crying out, That

CHORUS:

The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize

or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize

time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,

I do….

VERSE 2:

I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me,

walk in the room and they start eying me,

Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety,

So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly

I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...

You say you been there when I'm on my own

You say you'll be there when I know you won't

And you say you love me when I know you don't!

I swear this depression isn't a *********** joke!

anxiety to - I deal with them both,

I been loosing faith and my hope

still haven't found a way I can cope,

Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…

cuz… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…

And to think, i gave you all that I can,

you took advantage of me and then ran,

I made you who you are now I ask,

Why would you flip on me I don't understand,

Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand,

never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand

I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last.

Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out,

I'm suffering and you stand around,

and falling so ******* hard I could smash the ground,

wishin that I could have my mom and dad around

Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out,

exhausted so much I feel like just passing out,

i wanted fame, you can have it now...

because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz,

CHORUS:

The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize

or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize

time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,

I do….