Breakdown (feat. Demi Lovato)

I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (yeah)

And I miss days where I used to feel like me (you know)

'Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom

Throw my heart up at the ceiling

I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason

I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (too much is too much)

You know

Uh, been fighting my demons, but they ain't fighting fair

But I keep saying, "Everything's alright, I swear"

All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there

What's fucked up is I might actually like it there

Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on

Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on

I'm the one in my circle they all depending on

To do it though, I need these drugs I've become dependent on

Someone tried to confront me, now we don't get along

In my business, they tripping on what I'm sipping on

They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on

But, truthfully, I've been breaking down, just finally letting on

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, yo)

I need you, I need you (I got you)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby

I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)

Tell me this'll be over (uh)

Over soon now (yeah)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby

I need you (I got you), I need you right

Uh, crowded space, but I feel alone

Eyes on me, all the time, in the judgement zone

Somewhere on the road, fucked up, but I'm missing home

No rest for the wicked, where could I put a pillow on

Anywhere, feel misunderstood, they to patronize

They judging my ways, but won't empathize

You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not telling lies

Since 21, I've been running a whole enterprise

Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize

But I've been breaking in half to two separate lives

Mr. Hyde just died looking in Jekyll's eyes

I start becoming somebody I can't recognize

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, yo)

I need you, I need you (I need you too)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby

I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)

Tell me this'll be over (uh)

Over soon now (yo)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby

I need you (aye), I need you right

Oh, I, I need you (I got you)

Oh, I, I need you (I got you)

To come over, tell me this'll be over

Over soon (yeah)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby

I need you, I need you right(I got you)

I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (you know)

And I miss days where I used to feel like me