Anybody Have a Map?

Have you been writing those letters to yourself?

"Dear Evan Hansen

This is gonna be a good day and here's why"

I started one

Those letters are important, honey

They're gonna help you build your confidence!

I guess

Can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh?

Can we buck up just enough to see the world won't fall apart?

Maybe this year we decide we're not giving up before we've tried

This year we make a new start

Hey, I know

You can go around today and ask the other kids to sign your cast

How 'bout that?

Perfect

I'm proud of you already

Oh... good

Another stellar conversation for the scrapbook

Another stumble as I'm reaching for the right thing to say

I'm kinda coming up empty

I can't find my way to you

Does anybody have a map?

Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?

I don't know if you can tell

But this is me just pretending to know

So where's the map?

I need a clue

'Cause the scary truth is

I'm flyin' blind

I'm making this up as I go

It's your senior year, Connor

You are not missing the first day

I already said I'd go tomorrow

He doesn't listen

Look at him

He's probably high

He's definitely high

I don't want you going to school high, Connor

Perfect

So then I won't go

Thanks, mom!

Another masterful attempt ends with disaster

Interstate's already jammed

Pour another cup of coffee

And watch it all crash and burn

Connor finished the milk!

It's a puzzle

It's a maze

I've tried to steer through it a million ways

But each day is another wrong turn

I better head out

If Connor's not ready, I'm leaving without him

Does anybody have a map? Anybody have a map?

Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?

I don't know if you can tell

But this is me just pretending to know

So where's the map?

I need a clue

'Cause the scary truth is

I'm flyin' blind

I'm flyin' blind

I'm flyin' blind

I'm flyin'

I'm flyin' blind

And I'm making this up as I go

As I go