歌词
I don't wanna wake up today
我今天就想待在床上
Mama said I gotta put a straight face on
就算妈妈说我必须强颜面对
Another day, another friend dead
不意外，又一天，又一位好友走了
**** life, think I need a rain check
去他的生活，今天就这样吧
Yeah, I don’t want to maintain
我想要点改变
I just wanna lane change
我想要改变这种痛苦
I don't want to feel pain
不想再感受到这种痛苦
Give me pills, I don't want to feel a thing
给我点药片，我想摆脱这一切
Probably got a couple baddies in my head now
感觉脑袋里有几个恶人
Paranoid, hearin’ noise in my head
妄想症一样，脑袋里简直太吵了
I'm a dead man, yeah
我好像已经死去
I see the motives in people, the evil, the clout demons
我看到了人们的动机，是邪恶，是影响他们的恶魔
Scheming for reason
为了自己的小算盘算尽心机
Play me like a *****, yeah
像个剑-人一样玩弄我
Sweet nothing in my ear drums, yeah
没有任何美好的事情传到我耳里
Baby want to take my soul
你让我神魂颠倒
Take me high, take me low
掌控我的情绪
Take me out of control
让我彻底失控
I thought you would be mine but now you're leavin'
我以为你会是我的，但你走了
I thought I was Superman but now I'm bleedin'
我以为我是那个超人，但我却流血不止
Lately, I've been up late and I'm not sleepin’
最近彻夜无眠
When I think about you, I stop breathin’
想你想到呼吸停止
I thought you would be mine but now you're leavin’
我以为你会是我的，但你走了
I thought I was Superman but now I'm bleedin'
我以为我是那个超人，但我却流血不止
Lately, I've been up late and I’m not sleepin'
最近彻夜无眠
When I think about you, I stop breathin'
想你想到呼吸停止
I'm not good enough for you
我对你来说不够好吗
And I know what I got to do for you
为了让你再次爱上我
To fall in love with me again
我知道该做什么来弥补了
But I know myself and I can't pretend like
但我不能总是带着面具
I'm changing my ways
我在不停改变着自己
I'm not faded, I'm famous, but what's the difference?
我没有凋谢，我出名了，但也差不多了吧
I get high as the likes on my Instagram pictures
我的地位越来越高，就像我IG照片一直变多的赞一样
******* only **** with me for my stats
但那些BZ靠近我只是为了地位（stats是status？如有错误希望指正）
I'm not blind to fake smiles, I see right through you
我分得清哪些笑脸是虚假的，我能看穿这些
I'm like Ray Charles to the **** ****
就像雷·查尔斯一样（灵魂乐之父，双目失明。大概就是表达看穿了表面吧，这句翻译不好了希望指正）
Phone calls on my phone got me upset
手机上的未接来电让我不安
Baby tellin' me she wish she never met me
她保证她不会再见到我了
But she wasn't complaining when I got her the Bentley
我给她买宾利的时候倒是没抱怨
Pick me up then break me down
整天这心情就像坐过山车
Rip me apart, leave me empty
她将我撕成碎片，毫不留情地走了
I thought you would be mine but now you're leavin'
我以为你会是我的，但你走了
I thought I was Superman but now I'm bleedin'
我以为我是那个超人，但我却流血不止
Lately, I've been up late and I'm not sleepin'
最近彻夜无眠
When I think about you, I stop breathin'
想你想到呼吸停止
I thought you would be mine but now you're leavin'
我以为你会是我的，但你走了
I thought I was Superman but now I'm bleedin'
我以为我是那个超人，但我却流血不止
Lately, I've been up late and I'm not sleepin'
最近彻夜无眠
When I think about you, I stop breathin'
想你想到呼吸停止
I stop breathing
（想你想到呼吸停止）
Now you're leaving
你走了
I stop breathing
（想你想到呼吸停止）
Now you're leaving
现在
(I stop breathing
（想你想到呼吸停止）
Now you're leaving
已经晚了
I stop breathing)
（想你想到呼吸停止）
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