Left Hollywood

I had to get out of Hollywood

Get back to the trenches

They said they need me

Little fish

I used to cop my little reggie

Tryna feed myself

My cousin had that work

But I ain't need no help

Man I was so fucked up

I couldn't believe myself

That's why I be at the jeweler

Tryna freeze myself

'Cause my heart so cold

We ain't got no goals

All these young niggas killin' like

They ain't got no souls

Talkin' grandma's keys

Before I cop my Rolls

It was all so sweet until Dashawn told

Really hurt my heart

Ripped my feelings apart

Out in Philly it's dark

We was really so scarred

But actin' silly so hard

But we just wanted some love

Mama workin', daddy dead

I just wanted a hug

Why you think we spillin' spade

When we go to the club

All my homies think I smoke

We just rollin' it up

I'm stressed out

Niggas got drugs feel left out

So I went to chasin' them birdies

I went south, fuck it

I went from goin' to school

To towin' them tools and makin' a move

Said I would win, said I would lose, shit

We're so confused

Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord

We was breakin' the rules

Trappin' to get some food

Risking freedom for jewels

Knowin' that all I need

I'm spending money on jewels

Jeweler like gettin' food

They told us that this was cool

Caught my first case

It was me vs the state

I just wanted some steak

And some food on my plate

Came up from shit I'm like how can you hate

I'm just tryna be great

I survived with the snakes

Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates'

I can't lose faith

I just want shine like the stars and my wraith

We go to war in fatigues like it's bape

I don't feel safe, can't sleep without it

Master with them P's

Yeah boy I'm bout it bout it

Brought me to my knees back

When everybody doubted

Can't let my youngins see me fold

I'm too solid

If I stand on it, I'ma stand on it

Put some bags on the scale

Put some grams on it

This the only shit I knew

I seen my man done it

Tryna be like niggas

That were never there for us

We ain't have no guidance

I went from goin' to school

To towin' them tools and makin' a move

Said I would win, said I would lose, shit

We're so confused

Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord

We was breakin' the rules

Trappin' to get some food

Risking freedom for jewels

Knowin' that all I need

I'm spending money on jewels

Jeweler like gettin' food

They told us that this was cool

Coppin' scooby niggas out the radar radar

Niggas puttin' niggas in the graveyard graveyard

Jobs told us beat it like an A&R A&R

So we play with heart

Fuck it we gon' play it raw (fuck it)

Cut the lights, told my momma

They ain't stayin' off (they ain't)

They killed my daddy

And it turned me to a man, dog (they did)

We play with rugers

Play with Glocks, we ain't playin ball

Shit we tryna stay alive it's a standoff(for real)

My life for your life (your life)

Go to war like we got like four lives

Talkin' before like, all this lil' rap shit

Where I'm from if you turn eighteen

Then that's More Life

For real nigga

When you have no voice

Ain't nobody hear us

So we ain't have no choice

I went from goin' to school

To towin' them tools and makin' a move

Said I would win, said I would lose, shit

We're so confused

Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord

We was breakin' the rules

Trappin' to get some food

Risking freedom for jewels

Knowin' that all I need

I'm spending money on jewels

Jeweler like gettin' food

They told us that this was cool