LIFE AS A MOUSE

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

I feel bad when I think about me

And all the bad things that I wear proudly

And everybody says that I'm fine and they love me

But they never call me, so its really **** me

Maybe its because I didn't graduate, yea I got my GED

I ain't wanna have to wait, I left school at 17,

Put my mom thru hell and back

She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back

Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity,

Asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me,

All about the change, how come I ain't on the radio?

I jus tell em chill I'm still workin I ain't made it tho

They all turn they back, make me think I'm trash

Take a **** on every single song I send they ass

They don't like the words they don't think its neat

They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats

Yeah they hate I'm dreamin, I just think they reason

Is they don know who I am and they can't believe it

In my head I'm screamin, lost and barely breathin

All I wanted was support they just became my demons

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

I chose the hardest path

Or did it choose me?

My girl scared

Because she don't wanna lose me

I feel sick chest pains

I got blue feet

Cold sweats, chills

And its hard to breathe

Every night can't sleep

I get night mares

Closed eyes, switchin sides

Seein my fears

Is it dreamin or reality

Which one is it actually?

Or **** maybe both is what it has to be

I ain't understand perscriptions till I had some

I ain't understand additions till I had one

I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me

Me and anxiety walk together gladly

Me and sadness link on the week ends

Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends

Insecurities and silence be the death of me

Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me

But the one thing I'll never understand

Is I why I can't quit, when I always say I can

How I'm always sad, well one main reason

Is I all I wanted was support but all I got was demons

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized

They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind

I been locked up in this room, never leave my house

Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse