歌词
Call me when you find it
当你找到他请告诉我
Dont know why I deny it
不知道我为什么否认他
And sometimes when i have it
有时候当我拥有自我
I'm so scared I try to hide it
好害怕失去 我试图掩饰
You can see it when I'm lyin
你可以分辨我何时在说谎
You tell me I'm not trying
你说我没有为之努力
But its not until I break
但是直到我分崩离析
You understand why I can't write it
你才理解为什么我无法言语
I just fall down to my knees
我只是跪倒在地
Begging please pain just leave me be
乞求艰难苦痛放过我
Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me
请把这充满拒绝和抛弃的人生带离我
Promise I won't miss it
我保证不会怀念
But da** it I can't quit it
但是特么我并不能退出
Nowadays I am only working
现在我只想好好工作
So one day my momma isnt
这样某天妈妈才可以休息
I'm sorry for all the tears
对于所有的泪水 我很抱歉
I'm sorry for all the lies
对于所有的谎言 我很抱歉
I'm sorry I say im quitting
抱歉我说要退出这场人生
I'm failed on so many tries
在太多次尝试中都经历了失败
I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep
我好疲惫 只希望可以沉沉睡去
Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet
去深爱与憎恨的相会之处寻我
I'll never forget when I made some songs
我永远不会忘记当时做了几首歌
and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli
这些人跟着唱 还与我瓜分利益
So where did I go so wrong
所以我到底哪里做错了
and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea
我发誓这不是结局 这只是开始 但我用头脑来战斗 以内心为武器
I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread
我以前幻想拥有名利财富
I used to think that all this pain was only in my head
我曾以为这些痛苦都只存在于我脑海中
I used to think that things would change but now I see instead
我曾以为事情会有转机 但是现实并非如此
I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead
曾以为这音乐不会置我于死地 是我想错了
I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back
我孤身一人 出卖灵魂 我已下过地狱又归来
Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back
当看到我做事不惜任何代价 恶魔都想摆脱我
Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track
堕落沉沦于** 我不知道如何开始寻找出路
Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that
如何寻找光明 我爱黑暗 没人告诉过你
I ain't understood im just overlooked
我不明白 我只是被忽视了
I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked
我只是试图乘坐一趟已超额预订的航班
I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground
我只是迷失了 找不回自我 我的碎片散落一地
Piece of me with every sound, cause this **** it tears me down
每片我都有一个声响 因为该死的音乐让我崩溃
Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away
把我摔成碎片 又拼凑粘合 再摔成碎片 然后离开
All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay
我所有的朋友 他们很早就认识我 但却从不停留
It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays
没关系 不要紧 现在最重要的就是耍好这场闹剧
Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game
看我的人生如何变成另一场游戏是不是很疯狂
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