My Window

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Fake smile on my face, feeling super so the safety off of my gun

Can't tell it was real or a cry for help but I feel like if I don't make one

I'ma follow through, my girl gonna follow suit cause she tries every time I'm gone

Last tour, she done slit her wrists and this time she done OD'd, blacked out, and broke her arm

Feel bad, lyin' to her bout the coke I done

The doc said if I keep drinking Coke and Crown, I won't make it to see 38

Then I'm wasted again on the floor in the hotel room with puke stains on the drapes and the carpet

Gotta call at eight o'clock in the morning

So my boy took the keys to my car and drove it through the front door of an Exxon

Cops came and, locked him up, they said they had a warrant

Now I'm spending all my tour money on his lawyer

Lord if, this is you sending us a warnin'

I hear it loud and clear and please God I swear

I won't ignore it anymore

This type of torment is torture, but show us a way

On my knees and I'm screaming to God and I heard him say

It's only when it rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)

One day when the rain is gone

The thunder from the storm goes on

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window

And it feels like euphoria

Some kids are saying that they into me

They told me everything I rap about

Feel like it happened to him identically

That he was listening to Misery Loves Company

I'm wishin, Rittz I feel just like you

I'm tryna rap and I'm flunkin' with school

The only thing I really care about in this world

Is my girl and she been ****ing with another dude

And I was hoping maybe you would tell me what to do

I'm tryna make it with the scraps that I have

Working fast for the stack of some cash

But it's like I'm losing the enthusiasm I have

Trying to master the craft as a rapper

All I hear is laughter just got in a scrap with my dad

He hit me in the eye, gave me blacker than bad

All I ever wanted from him was a pat on the back

And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad

And the bass or mollasses, this is how life works

When you feel like you sitting at the bottom; You not

Taking better ****, it gets worse first

Gotta reverse the negative eye

Keep praying to God and don't believe in a made up curse

Told him that I prayed to the Lord

And he said these words

It's only when it rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)

One day when the rain is gone

The thunder from the storm goes on

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window

And it feels like euphoria

Euphoria

We keep pourin' up

A big enormous cup of Crown Royal

Puff another joint and trust

You're gonna hoist me up

When the devil wanna stick a pitchfork in us

Or wanna burn us in a furnace till we boil up

Beggin' The Lord above

To show remorse for us

We was born in a metamorphosis

Formed in something far less unfortunate

We absorbed enough pain to push the rush

Through our veins like a sting from a scorpion

We ashamed 'cause we can't afford the stuff

We wanna buy had to find some form of love

Or find a formula, of course sure enough

You in a rut now, layin' on the floor in cuffs

They say the storm is comin'

But the lightning never struck a chord with us (Cause he)

He told me when it rains it pours

And I can hear the pouring rain

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)

But one day when the rain is gone

The thunder from the storm rolls on

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window

And it feels like euphoria