Happy Ending

Feel like I got too much on my plate at once

But I ain't got no place to run

Where do I draw the line

Cause I know I can't walk a straighter one

Waiting on a chance to come

Only you can make a change

Cause you ain't getting waited on

So really what you waiting on

Everyone that I hung around feeling bummed

And they barely hanging from

A string believing in they faith in God

Blame it on the past but problems pop up unannounced

We so drunk that we forgot what we was arguing about

Wanna put the bottle in the trash

But I can't cause I'm afraid to go without

All I really wanted was a wife and a family

Maybe one day own a house

But it ain't that simple with addiction

Can't control myself

Gotta get back my ambition if I don't I fail

Only you can make the right decision, no one else

Instead of going to anger that you're holding

Let it go, bout to take a load off

Now I just be

Riding by my lonely

Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind

The stars above are glowing

I see 'em and I hope they can be a sign

There ain't no way of knowing

What the future holds, we can speed up time

Cause life is like a story

I'm hoping in the end things'll be just fine

There's a happy ending at the end of every motion picture

But we ain't on no movie set

People look for love but what they visionin' is fiction

But this ain't Romeo & Juliet

Friends'll disappear like they were tricked by a magician

Out of a hundred, just a few are left

Thinkin' that this shirt that's on my back

That'll fix it

We're all a victim of a booby trap

Thought that we'd be paid, livin' straight

By the age of 25

Then I'm not, by the time that we were 30

Surely, **** will turn around

But it kept reversin' further down the road

It's worser now

Now we lost in the dark

And this spark that we had in our head we burned it out

But I refuse to be content with the status quo

Used the rap platform as a way to vent my

Pain that's inside and maybe then by doin' so

It might can be a way to lend my hand

To help somebody that the weight done pinned down

They goin' into work with a fake, pretend smile

To pay the rent by the end of the month

Take a minute, decompress, get high

I just be

Riding by my lonely

Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind

The stars above are glowing

I see 'em and I hope they can be a sign

There ain't no way of knowing

What the future holds, we can speed up time

Cause life is like a story

I'm hoping in the end things'll be just fine

Happy ending

This ain't no album cut

I wrote this for those who pre-order my CD

A simple rap is an appetizer to satisfy them

Wish this was a sneak peek

Or the full length album, wearin this out

You gonna get it with a poster, or free tee

I be signing my booklets, I'm looking

I'm thinking bout how good it is to be me

I just want to thank you

Four albums later and **** still don't seem real to me

Y'all are the reason my dream came true

You gave me the ability

To have a full time job as a rapper

So many told me to quit, it was impossible

Even if I had a record deal

I could never pay the bills

And nobody came to watch my show

I spend your hard earned money when you buy my merch

Money that you spent helped me buy my first

New car and a house even wife my girl

When I write you ignite all the fireworks

Being patient in the line for the meet and greet

But the pleasures all mine, want to shake your hand

You could be brand new or a day one

I'm grateful you became my fan

You might follow me on Facebook and Instagram

Some people got tattoos of me, that's permanent

I want to say how grateful I truly am

I want to put it into words, I can't

It doesn't do it justice for you it does ****

In layman terms, it's time to wave the flag

C-N-T in this *****, we the crew

But I owe all to you and the snake and bat

Happy ending