歌词
Written By Shiloh Dynasty, XXXTENTACION
我太懂你了，太懂你
Produced by Shiloh Dynasty, potsu
我意思是，他能做到的我照样可以
I know you so well, so well
我曾也美丽（采样Shiloh Dynasty的I Knew You So Well）
I mean, I can do anything that he can
我知道你在某处
I've been pretty
但女孩，我却在自己的想法中被困住
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
坚持着
I've been trapped in my mind girl
不想假装我们有什么关系
Just holdin' on
我们毫无关联
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'
但我思念着她无法自拔
We're nothing
我没法撑下去
I've been stuck thinking bout' her
我很痛苦，想用十发子弹射穿我的头
I can't hold on (I've been thinking)
我为了一些事而迷茫，这无法改变
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
有自杀倾向，但同时我很稳定，试想一下这幅画面，我躺在床上
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
接到电话
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
和你混的女孩突然结束了自己的生命
Get a phone call
就是在这个夏天发生的事，没人给予帮助
Girl that you **** with killed herself
从此以后，我天，我恨死了我自己
That was this summer when nobody helped
真tm想结束
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
有点厌世
Wanna ****in' end it
大家都想看我穷困无助
Pessimistic
但当看到我自掘坟墓时 他们很兴奋
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
厌烦了大家都在讨论我匆忙下做的决定
But nigga been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
真的厌恶
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
同时
****in' sickenin'
想起了那些记忆
At the same time
关于叔叔拿了上吊绳自缢
Memories surface through the grapevine
受伤后的压力让我混乱
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
最近这几个月我也身缠琐事
Post-traumatic stress got me **** up
他们把我关进了牢狱
Been **** up since the couple months
我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦
They had a nigga locked up
但我无法感同身受，我怎么那么麻木
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
我无法感同身受，那么麻木
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我太懂你了，太懂你
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
我意思是，我可以做到一切
I know you so well, I know you
他能做到的我照样可以
I mean I can do anything
我曾也美丽
I can do anything that he can
我太懂你了
I've been pretty
I know you so well
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