Talk to Me Before I Die

It's hard to feel, easy to kill

Hard to deal, easy to give up

Hard to build, easy to break down

Ease up, when the fees up, put my feet up in the Fiat

Let my brain rot, feel the brain job, in my tank top

And I can’t stop and I can't move

When I wake up and I break up

And I say stuff I was never meant to say to they, like

I realized that I demonized you when I blamed my problems on you

It was always me, I'm uncomfortable in my skin when I’m not with you

I feel like I'm walkin' in circles, what's my purpose?

Brand new whips and purses

Beggin' my baby "don't hurt me like I hurt you," yuh

Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die

Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion

And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV

I can’t seem to find the meaning

I can’t seem to find the meaning

I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do

I look at you and tell you that I feel alright

Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?

Do my apologies mean anything to you today? (Yuh)

It’s hard to feel alive

It's easy to wanna die

It's hard to look at my reflection

Easy to grip that Smith N' Wesson

Easy to **** that bitch, no question

Easy to get my **** hard

It’s easy to get real pissed off

It's hard to quit my day job

It's easy to pop pills, get meals

Get ****ed up tucked under covers

Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo

Where I feel safest and I'm less anxious

Begging for someone to save me

'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me, lately

Creepin' on me when the sun go down, so shaded

No surprise it don't faze me, yuh

Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die

Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion

And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV

I can't seem to find the meaning

I can't seem to find the meaning

I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do

I look at you and tell you that I feel alright

Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?

Do my apologies mean anything to you today?