The clown

The Clown

I’m so tired

But don’t know why

Why my life’s driving me to cry

Yelling all the time

Pretending to laugh

Don’t you know it is so tough

The silence is so sharp

I’m missing myself in the crowded park

Thousands of the people rush and pass

There’s no star

There’s only dark

Can you hear the pain in my heart

I’m standing alone waiting for someone to drive me home

But no…no…and no…

I’m standing alone…standing alone…

Falling into an endless hole

No…

What a mess and mess and mess and people rush and pass

What a mess and mess and mess and people rush and pass

I’m seeking for the inner peace

Walking down the street aimlessly

Having a party

Singing and dancing

Don’t you feel it exhausted

But right now

I’ve been trapped in it

Repeat*

My memory declines

I feel I’m gonna die

My hair begins to fall off

There's just too much to abide

I got up cause I couldn’t sleep

Walked out to see the light

It’s the deepest in the forest

And the fish were swimming in the sky

Oh MY….!!!!

Would you like to help me load down a little bit

Don’t you know the funny clown wearing so heavy and colorfully

I can’t breath

But how can I get rid of it

The monkey is the only one that I can see

I’m standing alone…standing alone

People ignore what I’m shouting about

I’m not a clown