ConMan?

Yeah

ConMan, I apologize to your mom and

Your grams for wrecking your heart, I guess it was part of God’s plan

But wait a sec, ‘fore we dead it, here is your roses

Took seven years, sh!t is bogus, I shed a tear when I wrote this

I admit, I wasn’t the best to you, uh

I gave you sh!t then you dipped, like what was there left to do? Uh

Too busy worried ’bout GRIP, shreddin’ through revenue, uh

I let you slip, should’ve put you up on a pedestal

I was hardly ready for something you could regard as steady, now my heart is hеavy

I’ll take it far as these bars’ll lеt me

I know what happen, viewed love as a distraction

My kids the only things I put above rappin’, that’s a thugs passion

Cash and drugs, clashin’, stashin’ emotions under the rug

Not communicatin’, thinkin’ you’d just know what it was

2017, that’s when I started growin’ a buzz

Playing catch-up ’cause my peers left your boy in the dust

‘Cause when they was focused on rapping, I was focused on us

I could’ve strived more, now it’s two kids I gotta provide for

Window was closin’ slowly, had to switch the tempo on those that know me

Get too comfy and you gon’ blow it, homie

Packed my metaphorical bag and hit the road, Jack

I promise when I take it home, I’m bringin’ gold back

I’ll own that, I ain’t expecting you to wait

I got a date with destiny, just let me get a plate, uh

Silly me, oh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

It was me, oh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

We can’t turn back the hands of time

But there’s some things I should get off my mind

Before we leave it all behind, girl

I apologize, girl

I can’t trust myself with loving you

You still stained from all of that mud I drug you through

You thinkin’, “Why ain’t this a lifestyle he can get accustomed to?

Like, buy a plot and tie the knot like others do”

Gave me a key to your home, I don’t want you think I’m leadin’ you on

But I gotta be happy with bein’ alone

If I can’t learn to love myself, how the hell could ever properly love someone else?

Just know these words is heartfelt

And it’ll kill me to see you happy with another man

But I can’t expect you to never love again and rob your heart of its plans

Can’t put a ring on her finger then keep it steppin’, nigga

And she’ll respect how real you kept it with her

And I know, one day, it’ll hit me, when you stop replyin’ to text

Questionin’ if you miss me, and all that’s left is history

And a grudge kept against me, evidently, made my bed I’ll lay in it

But first, I got somethin’ to say, wait a minute, yeah

Silly me, oh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

It was me, oh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

We can’t turn back the hands of time

But there’s some things I should get off my mind

Before we leave it all behind, girl

I apologize, girl