Wolves

Where is the sun?

My darkest days have come.

The light is dimming, the warmth is receding

Why do I only push it away?

I cant't escape this setting sun

I'm so afraid of the dark

With weary hands I try and bring it in

I pull and pull. Why does it feel so far away?

I knew this day would come but I never prepared for this

Still I struggle; still I struggle within myself

These questions try to break me in

Who am I? What have I become?

I'm just a broken mess of things left undone...

Still I feel the darkness closing in...

Now I know I can't let this go. My depravity has taken hold of all I am.

I am losing all that I wanted

I trusted the one thing that should not be trusted

My humanity lies in wait like wolves at the door.

Give me your strength, I need the embrace with the darkness closing in.

I long to feel the sun and it's rays on my face.

Now lift me up so far away from this place

I can't find my way out of this; where is the sun?