Broken

Now it’s time to change it all

Broken down retaining walls

Cannot fight em anymore

Silent ones i’ve slain before

Can’t things ever stay the same

I loved that b*tch, but i’m to blame

She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games

There’s a picture i need to paint

A picture standing for my brain

There’s no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame

All this time you had to know you slowly f**ked me up

All i could ever find to say was « sh*t i f**ked it up »

You were a special kind of b*tch, the kind i never should have wished for

Special kind of stitches, left on my body, my spirit’s sore

Thank you for the ride, you could only make me stronger

No more b*tches on my mind, i’ll keep going a little longer

On the bright side, i was never left to wander

On the darker side of things, there’s a demons i needa conjure

Now it’s time to change it all

Broken down retaining walls

Cannot fight em anymore

Silent ones i’ve slain before

Can’t things ever stay the same

I loved that b*tch, but i’m to blame

She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games

There’s a picture i need to paint

A picture standing for my brain

There’s no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame

I got an army made of ghosts of the past, i’m their major

They have to subsist on my memories, consider me their savior

Failure, danger, unexpected behavior

I’m not used to failing, guess it never was my nature

Til i met you, i was dead, i felt as cold as ice

Until i break you, i’ll be damned, i’ll feel a fire deep inside

You had me change until i became a stranger to myself

Thought it was strange, you hold what remains, left of my broken self

And in the end i’m finally free

I wonder which of you will come to me

I know why i felt so unique

But i won’t tell because you took it all away from me

Can’t things ever stay the same

I loved that b*tch, but i’m to blame

She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games

There’s a picture i need to paint

A picture standing for my brain

There’s no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame