(Intro) Ups and Downs

Damn, another migraine

Vision blurred., eyes strained

I need another gel cap

Cause once this headache hits it's a sure trip to hell n back

I got too much on my mind

This lifestyle

I lead got my health on decline

I ain't as quick thinking as

I once was, huh

I guess that's what smoking j's and blunt does

Even my freestyle getting worse

I'm losing it can't connect the missing words

And everybody wanna get a verse

But when I say

I got no time, they get their feeling's hurt

Daddy… hey what's up baby girl

Your the only thing that make sense in this crazy world

Through all the madness and the sickness

I know that

I can look to you for love and forgiveness

What's you momma doing?

Oh she's cooking diner

Well daddy gotta write this song, go on and cook it with her

I'll be in soon, soon as

I get finished

And tell you mom

I'll get the laundry done and do the dishes

But who we kidding

I can't even do that right.

I mean I can.

But my mind stuck on

Halflife I'm trying to find somebody

I can pass the mic

Who got the drive and will make the same sacrifice

I did. And yea

I signed a couple guys

But I guess

I didn't do my job, at least in their eyes

I wasted too much time, and some **** beats

But it's back to the grind, same old me

The sun's s*inning again, satisfaction

Oh Canada, it just went platinum

I'm hitting plateaus,

I never thought my rap flows would hit.

And actually making real cash flow off this s*it

Last year,

I felt like

I was everywhere

The even heard me from

Regis and

Kelly's chair

The Olympics the

Juno's I did it.

All of this all from one son,

I'll admit it

Am I a one hit wonder?

I don't think

I am But the thought crossed my ming, the

I erased it

And for the video, we asked everybody out

And no black people showes, then they called me racist

Maestro told me,

Stay off the message boards

Classy But

I'm sick of all these rap geeks

Talking out their ass checks,

Hanging off every word

Class speaks.

But anyway that's last week.

This week,

I'm about to move out

I just bought a couple acres and built a new ajouse

S*it it feels good to be doing what

I love And those who hate, **** you,

I earned what

I got I use to think that money changed the man

Now I'm thinking that it changes those around you

A lot of people wanna hand on and drowned you

So I gotta watch the people who surround

Luke I Know who my friends are

It'll reflect in my memoirs.

Life's a trip of joy and challenges

I just gotta learn to live it and balance it.