Disappointment

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job

With no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed

My bed

You made your bed now you lie in it

And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again

Looking for love, all I find is a mess

So I break my heart for the sake of my art

Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark

I'm lost in the dark

And it's so hard to see

When all damn day you're sound asleep

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job

With no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed

My bed

"What time is it? Oh my gosh I'm late for work again"

I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to ****in' tell

In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve

I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account

But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help

Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like

Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real)

I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times

I know that I can do whatever it takes

But when it all crumbles and crashes

I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job

With no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed

My bed