歌词
When I'm sitting in the backseat
静坐后座
I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
凝视车窗 搜寻蛛丝马迹
Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
盼生活存粹 只因我知己太少
I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
栖居脑中 灵魂已死
I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
想往前 焦虑却先行
Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
毫无归属感 故坐而写歌
There's nobody I can call, this all has me
没有联系人 只有我自己
Feeling so, yeah
一言难尽
I can't even lie and pretend
无法欺骗佯装
I feel like I'm on the edge, I want my torment to end
境地岌岌可危 欲了结一身轻松
I locked all my issues up, but they just keep barging in
我将琐碎问题围作城 外面的人却想进来
I fell so many ****ing times, I can't get up again
虚度光阴 难以重振旗鼓
Devil keeps playing games, I keep letting him win
心魔的博弈 放任的我只输不赢
I wake up everyday, battling the pain I'm against
每日醒来 与痛苦斗争
I feel alone, this is how my whole life has been
内心孑然无依 我的生活毫无变化
They see me as a percentage, or a flex to their friends
他们视我为数据 抑或拿来搪塞朋友的工具？
That's ****ed up, **** love 'cause, I don't wanna hear about it
糟糕透顶 爱也糟心 不愿这些嘈杂再入耳
I don't even drink but, get a bottle, I'ma down it
不沾一滴酒 如今痛饮不辍
Even in an empty room, I'm feeling like it's hella crowded
空荡的房间 我却觉人潮汹涌
'Cause my demons started creepin' in and leaving me surrounded
那是我的心魔悄然而至 将我包围
I just wanna walk away, and I swear I got a lot to say
我只想逃走 我有万千感想
Maybe I should pray, God find me 'cause I'm lost
或许我该祈求上帝指点迷津 不再迷踪失路
These are always in my thoughts (My thoughts!)
我的思绪杂乱混沌
When I'm sitting in the backseat
静坐后座
I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
凝视车窗 搜寻蛛丝马迹
Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
盼生活存粹 只因我知己太少
I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
栖居脑中 灵魂已死
I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
想往前 焦虑却先行
Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
毫无归属感 故坐而写歌
There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
没有联系人 只有我自己
This all has me (Oh no)
一言难尽
Yeah
Sometimes I like to go for a ride, and play the music loud
有时想体验驰骋乐趣 纵享穿耳音乐
Just so I can quiet my mind
借此才得以平静思绪
My thoughts trickle and the voices keep feeding me lies
我的思绪涓涓 我不断被灌输连篇谎言
I push them aside, I run, but they gon' always arrive
置之不理 逃跑途中这些那些却如影随形
I need to run run, need a someone, but I never did
我得逃之夭夭 需要陪伴 却从未
Find love 'cause, I feel like it don't exist
找寻到爱 只因我觉得爱根本不存在
And that's my ex's fault, and that's my fault too
前任有错 我也有责任
'Cause I should've ran, but I took her back again
我不该逃避 但我挽回了她
But it's okay, I'll take blame for it (Blame for it!)
没关系 由我来背负骂名
And I know that karma's real when she gon' pay for it (Pay for it!)
我深知因果轮回 她会付出代价
And she promised a better future and I stayed for it (Stayed for it!)
她曾许诺美好未来 我为此驻足
Now my heart is cold, don't want love 'cause there's no place for it (No place!)
如今我心如至冰窖 无爱的余地
So I'm 'bout to move on (Move on), I would rather be alone
故我释怀 还是一个人好
Trauma that I carried from a broken home
破碎家庭带给我的创伤
Got me hidden, different lows, tryin' to stay under control
让我避世离俗 低谷时有而不同 竭力控制情绪
But my thoughts, they just tend to roam (They tend to roam!)
然而思绪翻飞 难以桎梏
When I'm sitting in the backseat
静坐后座
I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
凝视车窗 搜寻蛛丝马迹
Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
盼生活存粹 只因我知己太少
I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
栖居脑中 灵魂已死
I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
想往前 焦虑却先行
Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
毫无归属感 故坐而写歌
There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
没有联系人 只有我自己
Yeah, this all has me (Oh no)
一言难尽
专辑信息
1.Backseat