i'm not okay

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I never

I'm still the same as I been

And it's getting boring

I'm not okay but I guess its really not important

I hold myself back

To scared of moving on

I'm lying through my ****ing teeth when I say nothing's wrong

Thеres nothing going on

I'm just too ****ing shallow

I can't keep going on

Afraid of my own shadow

It's every singlе day

Too many fears to face

I just wanted you to know

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I never

Tried to find beauty in the pain

Tired of feeling fluency in rain

Need to find a way to rearange

Always keep on saying ima change right

Thought that I would have been better by now

Part of me stuck and it's pulling me down

I want it to take my identity away

So why can't I get out the way

All the things I wanted to say

Let me go and forget my name

My name

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change

I never change

I never