Strange

Pain inside my head,

头痛不已，

Pressure from my back,

亚历山大，

Act like I just don’t care but actually I want everyone really recognize me,

看上去我根本不在乎，其实我很需要你的认同，

Frustrations paralyze me,

挫折让我麻木，

Ask god everytime why me?

问上帝，为何每次都是我？

There’s no one who look like me.

就没有一个人像我，

There”s no one

I can’t do this no more just like Onfroy said,

我不能再这样（XXX一首歌）

Stuck between my dreams and fact

在梦境与现实中交织，

my feelings they all went sad,

感觉很丧，

I wanna let go of my bad emotions,

想要摆脱坏情绪，

But it just keeps coming back.

但是无济于事，

Depression become definition ,

失落成为了我的定义，

Inside my heart is freezin’

I don’t need a reason,

毫无缘由，我的心被冻住了，

My mind can’t go up while people tell me so what,

无法积极向上，即使他们一直在劝我，

So many guys tryna show off so I don’t wanna show up.

那么多人在炫耀，所以我选择消失，

I just want to be heard as a person,

Not as a patient.

我想要被倾听，而不是被当作一个病人，

Losing my patience on what I’m gon facin’

没有耐心再去面对一些问题了，

Eaten by my depression,

get reputation and wanna get money,

被我的失落感吞噬，想要赚钱，

Life is precious ,

not funny,

生命宝贵，这一点并不好笑，

Can’t tell difference between you and me,

和你之间的区别好像已经分不清了，

Walk in my shoes you’ll see,

如果你成为我就会明白，

What kind of person I used to be,

我曾经是个怎样的人，

And what kind of person I hate to be,

我又讨厌成为怎样的人，

the truth is,

真相是，

Maybe I never get noticed,

可能我再也不会被注意到，

Just bury me inside the deepest fear within my memories I feel the coldest,

在我记忆最深处的恐惧中将我埋葬，我感到极度寒冷，

What I really hope is,

我所希望的是，

No matter what happen to me I never lose my focus,

无论如何，我都不要分心，

Forever keep my **** ******,

永远让自己的作品保持一流，

It’s a blasphemy,

这是一种亵渎，

sad to see,

悲伤地发现，

I’m about to lose grip of my destiny

我已经快要失去对命运的控制。