歌词
编曲:Ljx Ghost
混音:拾荒
getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath
im a bad fish with a tag
avoiding every eye contact
you laid trap with fresh bait
trouble i cant pay
destroy destroy
厌倦了在对比中不断自我否认
要去行动 要变得坚韧
不管做什么 无需别人首肯
在精神囚牢捆绑自己是真的残忍
不断接受质疑但我从不信命
把热爱做到至极证明不止幸运
别把贬低当批评我知道你难共情
我不想笑得僵硬可我真的会伤心
迷失于细碎小事 我承认我的庸俗
但决意踏上这条路不想回头在中途
为支离破碎的人际关系伤透了脑筋
一个人偷偷练歌不添麻烦只为一句好听
几经周折 反复磨合 我学着深刻 看得浅薄
失意在笔尖喷薄 无力压得我浑身灼热
如今虽不同处境但仍触景生情
不停质问自己是否还保持初心
怕弄丢最真实的自己写下无数的书信
getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath
im a bad fish with a tag
avoiding every eye contact
you laid trap with fresh bait
trouble i cant pay
destroy destroy
sometimes i hate how we feel the same
guess what I'm saying now
l’ll do it straight away
I can’t die in front of me
I can’t die in front of me
Nobody hear my demons inside
I don’t know where should I put my fiery temper心魔无人倾听暴躁无处安置
Felt like a neutrino my world is gone destined to be alone forever我感觉自己像一个中微粒子 注定孤独
Get a long sleep Give you the creep无法睡得安心害怕突如其来的猛击
She never playing tricks Roll up my sleeves生活从不耍花招 只有迎难而上
Just grinding and working no playing no resting
I ain’t joking until I feel queasy拼命努力无需休息直到我感到厌倦恶心也绝不停下
Wonder the reason I still breath迷茫我存在的意义
Monster in my mind crying day and night脑中的怪物昼夜喧嚣
I can’t defeat I can’t believe难以抵御 难以相信
I can barely sleep辗转难眠
Try to blend in with my surroundings尝试着融入周围的世界
Faking smile I’m talking shit假笑社交 满口违心话
Funny words like “us ”and “we”“我们”从不属于我
There’s only space for “l” and “me”我只有我自己
getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath
im a bad fish with a tag
avoiding every eye contact
you laid trap with fresh bait
trouble i cant pay
专辑信息
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